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| wow..it's been soo long..well newayz...here i go...
i don't really know what's happeing rite now...i'm confused
i don't know what exactly to do....knowing something...that prohibits things from happening...
wellz...um...
there's this thing....
i'm not sure if it's something personal or is it something external...
this makes me confused...cause i wonder which thing makes me feel the way i'm feeling...it's soo confusing....i really hate it....
and i've noticed things...ppl...they don't like being around something that is always down and shit...it sucks...well that's how shit goes...that's what happens..
i gotta figure out which one is making me feel the way i feel...so i can figure out if it's my fault or the fault of something else...
life sucks...it's a biatch...oh well... | | |
| growing pains…
as time passes, we must learn how to deal with the obstacles that the future holds…
whether it be the end of an era, observing the fading of friendships, the end of friendships, realizing that love has been absent, realizing that love avoids you, feelings of loneliness, and many other things… it seems as if despair, sorrow, depression love my company and it is hurting… friends seem to leave you behind with the confusion and curiosity – what is happening - … after reminiscing about my past, I have realized that love avoids me… it hurts me so, but I seek it…
although things seem to be at a negative state, we must learn from them and try to grow… we must cope with these obstacles, and grow into a better person… we should not allow the past to dominate our minds… let us take control of our lives… give me the strength to move on…
am I ready to no longer linger in the past… will the hurt stop hurting…please help me overcome these growing pains…
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| got this off rom...lets see if i'm in ur guyz' memories...
If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and I. It can be anything you want, either good or bad. I promise not to come after you ;)
When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be suprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you. | | |
| On a journey to seek something that is untold of, unheard of, unknown to me...i'm lost everytime i go out...i do not know what is happening in the world around me...things are changing, things are hurting, things are lost, things are destroyed...what can i do to prevent such unendearing occurences...what can i do to help it stop hurting...what can i do to feel found, accepted, liked, loved, to feel that i belong somewhere...there are things in the world that can happen in an instant and there is nothing i could do to prevent it...it hurts me...i just don't know what to do anymore...every single time i feel lost, tears fall from my eyes hoping to seek a place of belonging...am i meant to be found? am i meant to belong? do i deserve to have these thing?...i can only wonder | | |
| sometimes i wonder why do things happen...whats the reason for them to come to be...lately things have or shall i say havent been happening to me...its all crazy,tiring,boring,lazy...i dont know what to think...people annoying me,bothering me,making fun of me,and worst of all they ignore me...sometimes i get the feeling that people are avoiding me...i feel as if im growing apart from friends...i thought we were close friends...but now we dont really even talk at all...why do these things happen to me? i just dont know what to do...i have so many unanswered questions...after all of this said and done...i reflect upon those things and realize something...i cant change how people might think of me or anything...i cant change the fact that these things are happening to me...so ill leave it alone
Thus, I will move forward because I live... | | |
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